Posted by: undularbore | February 21, 2011

Things I Try Not to Think About

My aloof parents

My once close but now distant sister

A local friend that is now an alcoholic in a bad way, spending time with her is always questionable

A different local friend whose demeanor and friendship has changed to be distant

Feeling out of place in my hometown

Feeling the weight of aloneness and isolation

For me, all this compounds into an amazingly heavy and depressing mental state. It’s a constant battle to keep my chin up. Ignoring is the best way. It’s becoming clearer to me why people “ignore” the things they do. Because if ya don’t life will crush you down.

So, on that note, back to ignoring the horrible, awful parts of my life and focus on nothing but the future.

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  1. Close family, aloof.
    Close friends or what I thought were close friends here in this damned town, aloof.
    All points to MOVING OUT OF THIS STUPID FUCKING CITY.


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